Inspiration?

I was called an inspiration by a friend today. I don’t see it that way.

I am just a fat girl trying to get healthy, not only for myself but also for my son. I will have to work very hard to complete the goals that I have set for myself. It will not be easy and there will be many, many tears.

I have not done one bit of training since April. I did walk 3 miles for Relay for Life, but only did it a mile at a time. I had a bone scan done and now I have to have a MRI to see why my left lateral foot hurts. It even hurts when I put my shoes on and if I pull the strings too tight, there is pain.

I am trying to get the money together to pay for surgery. I have to have $465.00 by June 30, 2015. Thank goodness for Walmart credit card and cash back. I already have $200.00 saved and I now have to get the rest. I got the first $100.00 today and will get the next sometime next week. I keep telling myself… body by Walmart. I started working some overtime hours to be able to pay the bill when it comes. I did buy a lottery ticket tonight, but that was for selfish reasons. I want to go on a shopping spree at All3Sports in Atlanta.

Speaking of Atlanta, I am thinking about going down for my birthday. I found a race the first Saturday of December and I may have a few friends that will race it with me. By then I will be almost 5 months post op from surgery.

I am rambling tonight so thanks for letting me ramble.

It has been an amazing week!!

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I got the word on Thursday, June 11, 2015 I called the insurance company and was told that my surgery was approved!!! So, I called the surgeon’s office and was told the same thing. Jackie had called and left a message on my cell phone, but I had nothing. Later that night, I restarted my phone and I ended up with 4 different message. LOL
I was transferred over to the surgeon’s office and had to leave a message. Thursdays, I found out later is clinic day and they never answer the phone. I called back on Friday and Hollie was off.
I am in panic, excited mode right now, I want my date; I need my date, trying not to call every 5 minutes.

As I was on a conference call with work, on Monday, I get a call back from Hollie. Yes, I called again on Monday morning and she was in a meeting.

1:15pm CST I got my surgery date: JULY 13, 2015.

The phone calls and text messages start after that, yes I was still able to get my work done.
I was able to get so much done after work and before going to my school board meeting.
I found a hotel room for my Dad, as he is flying up to go to Nashville with me for two weeks.
And today, Dad called with his flight information.

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I started 2 weeks ago doing a modified 2 week diet from my surgeon’s office. Was told to only eat chicken or fish and veggies. I needed to shrink the liver for surgery.

I have lost 12 lbs to date. From 321 to 309 as of Monday, June 15, 2015.

This is it for the very happy news……. now for the not so happy news……..

I had a bone scan on Friday and it looks like I may have a stress fracture to my left lateral foot.
I go back this week, since I didn’t get a call saying that it was clear, and see what we will do next.

xoxoxoxo

Dreams, Dreams, Dreams…………

I had this dream last night….. I opened up my own training facility here in my hometown.
It was out in the country surrounded by farming fields and when corn was planted and tall, you would never know the facility was there. Now this was not just some ordinary facility, it was state of the art. It has just about everything an athlete would ever need. Let me try to describe it to you.

The outside front looked like a farm house with a big covered porch and rocking chairs for everyone. But once you stepped inside, you walked into another world all together. There were 5 different sections to the big open space.
• The first section was the cardio area where there were treadmills and bike trainers. The trainers were hooked up to TV’s for practice on road races or you could put in a movie. The same for the treadmills.
• The second section was for strength training and rehabilitation.
• The third section was a 2 lane 50 meter pool
• The fourth section was a dining area with kitchen and lounge area
• The fifth section was guest quarters
• On one side of the building was a 3 lane 400 meter track.
We had a staff of many to keep it running from a strength coach, a physical therapist, nutritionist, a sports medicine physician and massage therapist.
On the side of the pool there were huge garage doors that would open to let in light and air.

The facility was open for anyone to come and train, but it was really for those women that wanted to do something for herself. To reach a goal that everyone told them would or could never happen.

Dreams start Here

Now to play the Lottery and make my dream come true.

What are your dreams?